If i'm in amnesia..

knp arinie sy nk bercerita pasal amnesia eyh???ntahla...kekadang tuh rase mcm nk jerk kne amnesia thus,i'll forget all things that happen in my life...my bad memories but also my sweet memories kan???kekadang tuh xnk plak kne amnseia nie sbb suma kngn mnis yg pernh sy lalui akn ilang...tp ntahla...pnah 1 ary tuh...frust pnyer pasal kan(lem pnyer pasal!)terfikirla betapa indahnyer ak kalo kne amnseia...haha....trok kan????smpai nk terjun bgunan ostel nie then hentakkan kepale tuh kan lantai..therefore,i've got amnesia!!!but what if i'm die???alangkah sia2nyer menjatuhkan dri dr tgkat ostel nie ke bawah...haha...troknyerlah pemikiran sy time tuh...
actually amnesia nie byk tau...byk sgt...but before we talk about types of amnesia,ap kate kalo kter bercerita ttg forms of amnesia..
there are two forms of amnesia..

• Anterograde amnesia

                  The loss or impairment of the ability to form new memories through memorization. Persons may find themselves constantly forgetting information, people or events after a few seconds or minutes, because the data does not transfer successfully from their conscious short-term memory into permanent long-term memory.

• Retrograde amnesia

                  The loss of pre-existing memories to conscious recollection, beyond an ordinary degree of forgetfulness. The person may be able to memorize new things that occur after the onset of amnesia (unlike in anterograde amnesia), but is unable to recall some or all of their life or identity prior to the onset.

ha..now me may talk about types of amnesia...as i said before...there are many types of amnesia..

• Post-traumatic amnesia  

              Generally due to a head injury (e.g., a fall, a knock on the head). Traumatic amnesia is often transient, but may be permanent of either anterograde, retrograde, or mixed type. 

• Dissociative amnesia  

              Results from a psychological cause as opposed to direct damage to the brain caused by head injury, physical trauma or disease, which is known as organic amnesia. 

• Posthypnotic amnesia 

            The events during hypnosis are forgotten, or where past memories are unable to be recalled. 

• Lacunar amnesia

             The loss of memory about one specific event.

• Childhood amnesia (also known as infantile amnesia) 

              The common inability to remember events from one's own childhood. 

okayla..byk sgt la kalo nk post sumanyer kat dlm entry nie...entry kali nie bersumberkan tahap stress sy kat snie...tuh pasal la tetiber otak x bape nk center then bole terfikir something ridiculous cam tuh,,,btw..when we talk about amnesia,,i've read one book ya..of course novel kan...

--->>>Ilham hati<<<---

all of u must keep on asking knp tetiber sy nk post novel nie kat entry kan???ap kate kalo korang bace jerk sinopsis nie,.,mst gempak ah!!

RIAN sama sekali tidak pernah membayangkan hidupnya akan berubah dalam sekelip mata. Namun, itulah yang terjadi apabila dia terjaga pada suatu hari. Kemunculan Hanif yang diperkenalkan sebagai suaminya amat mengejutkan sedangkan dia sama sekali tidak mengenali siapa lelaki itu.

Retrograde amnesia! Sejenis gangguan terhadap memori selepas berlakunya sesuatu trauma. Itu kata doktor yang merawatnya setelah dia terbabit dalam satu nahas jalan raya. Itulah juga punca dia tidak mampu mengenali suami sendiri.

Lantaran keliru dengan apa yang berlaku, Rian nekad mahu mencari jawapan. Penemuan sebuah jurnal hitam akhirnya berjaya menemukan jawapan. Sayang seribu kali sayang, di saat perasaan kasihnya mula bertunas, dia dikecewakan. Hanif ternyata berdendam atas apa yang pernah berlaku seolah-olah tidak mahu Rian wujud dalam hidupnya.

Lantas, apa perlunya Rian membina kenangan lalu jika sekadar untuk dimusnahkan oleh lelaki itu? Adilkah dia dihukum sedemikian rupa?

so ap ag..pd sesiapa yg x memilikinya..anda suma wajib utk memilikinya...ULANG SIARAN:wajib memilikinya!!!mmg x sia2la kalo anda ad buku nie dlm koleksi anda..dijamin syiok!!haha

~okay,i'm off~

nurdict's crazy day...

arinie sy rase sgt geram!!!!sy rase mcm nk mkn org pown ad tau!!!geram sgt!!!!!!!smlm kan nurdict's mind x bpe nk center sgt kan...then arinie mcm2 plak hal yg jadinyer...nsb la ad miss nur...kalo x..mmg xslamat la idup nurdict rinie...suma bnde dier nk mara...suma bnder nk hempuk...ntahla...emo sgt nurdict rinie....sy ase sgt bertuah memiliki kwn yg sememangnyer memahami sy...sapa ag kalo x miss nur...miss nur..tq ya!!!!!i'm lucky to have u as a friend...it's a gift from Allah tau to me..
td..nurdict pi tesco...sy terlupa la plak yg ary sbtu nie x de plastik...kalo nk,kne bli kan???so ad sdikit kemoan di situ...then x pe la...miss nur pown ngn rela aty nk blnje plastik...(plastik jerk pown..haha)plik kan nurdict nie???pasal plastik pown nk emo2...tp bler da msuk tesco tuh,nurdict tros p atm nk kuar kan duit(tmpt sy nie suma rosak!!!sengal!!)then xbole plak kuar kan duit kat atm tesco nie...suma atm sy dah cba...tp resultnyer???HAMPEH!!!!sy ase cam nk hempuk jerk atm tuh!!!gram sgt taU!!mmg msuk tesco nk bli brg tuh ngn mka masam sgt!!!!!!sian miss nur terpakse melayan kerenah sy nie....maaf miss nur!!!sy sgt emosi arinie...sy pown x tau knp sy sgt emosi...sy mnx maaf ya..mmg tujuan sy nk p sane sbb sy mahu bli brg sy..so sy bli jerk la brg sy tuh..huh!!nsb bek la ckp...kalo x...sian la kat miss nur sbb kne pnjamkan duit dier kat nurdict nie ha,,,adoyai...then ktorang pown p la mkn...yer la..mmg la nurdict nie emo...tp emo2 pown kne mkn gak...prut tuh rase gak lapanyer....ktorang pown p la kat food court...tp kan b4 ktorang p food court tuh..ktorang terserempak ngn mr jo n dak an...adoyai..asal lak jmpe due gentlemen nie,,,,kat tesco plak tuh...mcm xdak  tmpa len jer...sy mmg x tgok mka mr jo tuh...xtau knp rase len mcm(just ignore the feeling nurdict!!jgn lyn sgt..)tp mmg len mcm pown bler nurdict pndg mke dier tuh...nk kate ensem x gak...tp xde la hodoh sgt mka dier...nk kate tinggi x gak tp at least taller than me la kan,....that for sure!tp tuh la...xtau knp ngn dier rase len mcm...okay,stop talking about him...sy nk cter pasal ary gler sy rinie...bkn nk bercerita pasal mr jo tuh...then...tibalah kami di food court tuh,,,,hahasy pown duduk la kat meja yg berdekatan...nk tau???miss la yg serve sumanyer tuk nurdict nie ha...sian tol miss nur...x patut btol nurdict wat cam tuh kat miss nur kan???tp nk wat camner...emo pnyer pasal...cum little bit crazy yg x abis smalam...tp for dinner today nurdict yg treat miss nur nie...x pa la...mmg nurdict xberduit sgt tp ad la kalo nk mkn tuh...(siap blnje miss nur ag..)
n now!!i have only 6 ringgit in my hand!!what am i can do with that kind of money..??then i ask miss nur accompany me to withdraw money..thank Allah she willing to accept my invitation...huhu...tq miss nur!!i love damn much!

hope we can befriend just like patrick star n spongebob squarepants..or more sweet then them

whenever i'm down,u're here with me,wipe my tears,willing to lend ur shoulder for me to cry on...

share happiness together...

just wanna say that i'm happy when i have u by my side...

well miss nur,just the quote said..u r great as a friend u know even though u have a lot of drawback..

but nobody perfect kan dear???

"Treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you share it with someone special...special enough to have your time and love"

miss nur is one of person that i love damn much!!!yeahh we had a quarrel but we'll still together as a friend..we still love each other day by day...i really hope our friendship will last forever till the end breath of my life..
well it's getting dark right now..need to rest myself..i', damn tired today...see ya!

~okay,i'm off~

i won't do that again..it's hurt!!!!!!!

according to my plan..i want to have a bread for two weeks without eating something else..well people,please don't u ever follow my unhealthy diet lifestyle..yet,u will get hurt,,just believe it!!
now...i'm suffering...my stomach doesn't work well....and it's hurt!!!oh no....bdn sy nie dah lembik sgt asyik berulang masuk kuar blik air tuh....pnat seyh....sy xnk wat diet yg mcm tuh ag..wa....ok...kter stop talking about this matter...sy ad something yg nk share kat all of u...

...tara...
--->>>sayangku merajuk<<<---

BULAN MADU AIREEN hanya bertahan seketika cuma...

apabila ijab dan kabul seakan termetri tiga purnama saja.

Akhirnya, lima tahun dia ditinggalkan dalam gerhana dan sirna.

Wanita mana tak meradang… hati mana tak sengsara?

Pertemuan semula terjadi tanpa diduga.

Shahir kembali demi memburu sekeping hati sedingin iceberg!

Tetapi sayang, pujukannya hanya dipandang sepi. Langsung tiada erti!

Dendam Aireen bukan satu mainan.

Dia tega mengalihkan cinta pada lelaki lain.

Biar Shahir merana... biar padan dengan muka!

Tapi bagi Shahir cintanya adalah yang pertama dan terakhir.

Walau rajuk Aireen panjang berjela...

walau jelingannya sering saja menggoncang iman di dada.

Dia tak mungkin mengalah!

Apalagi dengan kehadiran Dyra dan Fyra...

sebagai penyambung kasih... bukti cinta.

Namun, bahagia yang dicari sering sahaja dilanda onar.

Kehadiran Madam Anna sering membawa bencana.

Laura pula menjadi penggugat dalam bahtera berumahtangga.

Akibatnya, api cemburu dan benci menyebabkan
insan tidak berdosa menjadi mangsa.

Dan mungkinkah kesabaran seorang suami 
akhirnya akan kecundang jua?

cute kan dier pnyer cover page????

so a pa ag..mari ler beramai ramai membelinya bln 4 nt...

jgn sesape ketinggalan tau...

nurdict yg mmg totally mcm dah gla kalo ad novel br kuar..mmg nk bli la kan novel nie..

one more info i think i want to share it with all of u..

i love this writer!!!!haha....

best tau penulis ayu emelda nie....sy sgt ska membaca karya ayu emelda nie...bce skali nk ag...haha

yg nie da latest book yg ayu emelda tulih tau setelah sekian lame karyanya menghilang...so,ap ag...hot stuff nie!!!jom beli  this novel!!!!

antara karya yg pnah ayu hasilkan adlh...

• lagu rindu(starring by tengku iman aqmal n puteri adalia..)

• kasih dania(starring by amir budreez and dyra dania)

• cinta kepala batu(starring by adam and syaira)

so people,,,what are you waiting for????come n buy this book!!!u won't regret when u read it!!!haha

~okay,i'm off~

don't know why,but....

well today is Thursday..according to Dr.Hj.Fadilah kamsah..we must(not a must actually but it is better)to wear in chocolate..haha..am i spell it right people???i just write what i think it is true...but don't u worry..i am ready to be corrected by all of u people..as usual..human do mistakes right???and so do me...
actually i'm fasting today but i already broke it...well,there is something happen in my stomach..it's hurt u know...just hurt..nk kate x sahur..x plak..bgun skit pnyer awl tp bler pertghn ary mneragam plak kan perut nie..so,buka jerk la...bkn pose ganti pown...sunat jerk..(ganti tuuh sy dah wat thun lpas tau..haha)tp mcm syg kan???nk wat camner..skt la...xkn nk tahan kowt..merane la nurdict kalo cam tuh..
okay,now i want to tell to all of u about what happen in my class today..there is something happen in my class tau..

• new students are already arrived..just arrived(not new students actually but new comers..haha)..one gentlemen n one lady..(hey,they are not couple tau!!!huhu)
• we need to learn grammar...(ii just love it!!my fav!!)it is easy right???but dlm klas td,ktorang mcm dak yg x tau pape tau!!like secondary school or maybe primary students????oh no!!!!
• i need to write my homework in white board..know what???i have a lot of words to add on but it's seems to much la...huhu..
• this is something u should know....the new comer...gentlemen i mean...he's smoker!!!n he's smoking outside the class...mmg la x sala tp time tuh lecturer kuar sat..nk p department..time tuh gak dier smoke..HUH!!!what a guy!!
• people said well someone who close to me in the class said that someone always looking at me...n u know who????it is mr.jo!!!!erk...i hope that is only rumors..

and the class was finished...my fren..well i may called her as mr.lem..(REMINDER:the person is a gurl ya not boy...take a note please...)dier ajak nurdict p mkn kat mcD..then nurdict pown ikut la...katenyer pasnie nk p department la tuk wat something...(len kali wat awl2..haha)but that's okay...i accompany her to have a lunch there..as promised,i've treat her..well,my pleasure dear..huuhu
aha...time nie la yg sy nantikan...sy  nk bg tau all of u that..mse sy ngn mr.lem  nie nk blik,mmg jln rye tuh xpyh ckp la byknyer keta..kalo lengang tuh...ntahla...then kami pown melintas ngn jayenyer...haha(koya deyh,,,padahal lintas jln jerk..)tp syg,mse nk lintas 1 ag jln...kami terserempak ngn doggie nie...huhu...dier mcm nk serang kami tau...sy nie mmg x pyh ckp la tkutnyer..mmg dah pgg dah tgn dier...nsbla dier nie a gurl kan...kalo x,pakat kontroversi la...xpasai3 famous...uish..xnk la sy..then ad sorang ag kwn yg agk2 rpt ngn sy mnx tlg tuk amik 1 borang nie kat department tuh...then ktorang p la slpas selesai urusan mr lem,tp sygnyer borang tuh da abis la...huhu...sorry dear...
lastly!!!!mse dlm perjalanan ke ostel..kami pown borak la pasai mr jo..then dier ckp camnie kat sy..
"kau jgn bg ak glak kt ko tau...mne tau 1 ary nt ko ngn dier akn kwin ker ap ker"
oh no!!!please don't u ever say that anymore mr lem...it's dangerous tau!!!itu doa...mcm mne kalo dier btol2 akn jd my soul mate in a future???sy x mahu la....huhuh...okay...

lesson today:nothing is possible!!

just remember it nudict!!

~okay,i'm off~

when the class begin..

okay,ari rbu sy akn memulakan sesi pembelajaran sy...sy blaja per???mstilah english yg x lpas2 tuh...tp x per....sy okay jerk..ari slase,sy ad jmpe mr.jo tau...well da lme x jmpe dier...so bler pertemuan semula nie(huhu?)ktorang mcm kekok la plak...tp xkn sy pown kne kekokkn dri kowt...haha...sy pown wat besa jer...sy mne tau dier ad blajar pd sem nie...sbb ramai kwn sy dier x blaja pown sem nie...so,mrk2 nie dok di umah ngn riang hatinya...haha..then,nk dijadikan cternyer,sy tnyer dier amcam ngn english...nk tau???dier pown same mcm sy la...dier x exit pown english tuh...so,sy ase sy akn mndpt 1klas ngn dier...ntahla,.,,sem lpas ktorang 1 aras...sem nie plak 1 klas???oh no,,,(i'm not sure yet tau..)
smlm,otak sy mmg xda dlm paksinya..mmg totally nuts!!!so i called mr.no,my beloved fren...love him tau but only as a friend...why???'coz he always here when i need him,,,mmg la xda kat sblah nie but he's here...dier mmg supportive tau!!give me a lot of advice that may cheer me up..then bler da abis call dier,sy mndpt 1 berita baik..sy igt,sy akn p sane pd bln 9 nt...tp DIA nk tolong sy,sy akn p sane bln 2 nt..same ngn dak stahun stga...yerla..skarang nie,dorang nk wat sistempenyelarasan kan??so dak 2 thun ngn dak stahun stga akn p gombak skali la...yg bezanyer...dak stahun stga nie byk la ctinyer...tp dak2 2 thun  nie xcti la...dok jerk kat snie...ala..nurdict x kesa mne la...yg pntg dpt p sne bln 2...nurdict xnk la mengahbiskan usia muda kat snie....nk p sne as soon as possible..!!!!!!!!!!!!so,when i heard that good news,sy rase sgt lega...but sy kne push myself harder la pasnie....no play2 ya nurdict!!!!!!!struggle 4 ur success!!!!!!!!!!!haha

so nurdict,just remember that one u fail in something,u'll never be the failure forever unless u won't do nothing..

~okay,i'm off~

which path should i go??

xtau nk wat pilihan yg mcm mne la....xtau nk pilih jln yg mne..sy mahu exit dr english nie but at the same time ad kwn tuh xnk plak...x tau la nk wat camner,,,sy mahu kuar dr snie...sy mahu p sane plak...ramai yg sudah lpas...cme sy jerk yg x bpe nk lpas ag...sy x tau la...sy buntu skang nie...n entry kali nie pown antara entry yg plg pendek yg pnah sy ltak kat snie...okay la i've need to think deeply about this kind of matter...got to go..

~okay,i'm off~

supporters sometimes needed!!!

okay,today we'll begin our story with a word of 'supporter'..adkalanyer kter menyangkakn supporter nie x perlu coz quite annoying kan???but sometimes we do need them to console us when we totally not in mood or sometimes they are important to be our backbone kan???yer la..mase time susah tuh dorang ad n bri kter valuable advice kan??kekadang tuh kter x sedar per yg kter sdg wat...mcm sy skang nie...nurdict mmg x tau nk wat pa...xkan nk nangis kowt kan???nk meraung???herm pi mimpilah  nurdict..jgn harap dpt wat cam tuh...nt xpasal2 p tampoi..haha.igt ag x cter ttg 'ibnuhajar' tuh???nurdict still x berjaye pch masuk..then ad sorang kwn nie tlg sy tuk pch masuk umah 'ibnuhajar'..of course la  dier berjaye..kalo x,xde maknenyer nk cter sal supporter nie..then nurdict pown dpt la check result dier...n amat mendukacitakan....dier nie dpt trok...she has to repeat 2 papers more!!!!n time nurdict nie check dier pnyer result,dier mmg xnagis la...she's too calm tau..like nothing was going to happen to her!!!to calm!!siap bole bergelak ketwa ngn family ag...bkn nurdict x sedih...melepasla dier nk amik bmw n cct kan???tp nk wat camner?xkn nk meraung,menangis sampai keluar air mata darah..(ad ker?)she has to accept the fact la kan???she has to face the reality!!so nurdict,please struggle for this semester ya!!!don't play2!!(mcm pua chu kang plak,huhu)..okay la..nk bnjirkan kamar...mmg rse trok sgt nie...dunno what to write anymore but anyway nurdict,u must remember on thing!just never give up okay!!be strong!okay,here i have some quotes that will cheer u up..

~Tom Krause quotes~

“There are no failures - just experiences and your reactions to them.”

~Colin Powell quotes~

“There are no secrets to success. It is the result of preparation, hard work, and learning from failure.”

~Stephen Kaggwa quotes~

“Try and fail, but don't fail to try.”

~Walter Brunell quotes~

“Failure is the tuition you pay for success.”

remember nurdict,this is not the end of ur life!!get up n fight to achieve ur dream!!please take this note:Success is never final; failure is never fatal!!!!!!!

~okay,i'm off~

hand off!!should i???

dear 'ibnuhajar' please let me in...please allow me to enter ur lovely house...sy x wat pa pown....i just want to check my result only...promise u that it won't take an hour to check it...i'll finish it a minute!!!a minute 'ibnuhajar' a minute!!!please let me in...sy pnat tau tunggu awk bukak 'pintu' awk dr kelmarin,.dr kelmarin sy dok jerk kat dpn 'rumah' awk n keep on refreshing...pnat tau...my f5 button pown da loose...nie suma awk la pnyer pasal...pnat sy kemaskan laman awk...sy bersihkan persekitaran umah awk tp awk masih x nk bg sy masuk umah awk..poor me la 'ibnuhajar'..org len bole plak awk bg masuk...sy nie???awk x bg plak...knp???pa sala sy 'ibnuhajar'..sy tau la  sy nie cuma dtg umah awk time ad bnde penting jerk...kalo xd pape,sy biarkan umah awk tuh mcm hutan..tp xkan la sbb tuh awk msh nk dendam ngn sy kowt????shatu sy,bkn sy sorang jerk yg wat cam tuh kat awk...ramai ag kan???tp knp awk bnarkan dorang masuk umah awk sdgkan sy xbole??????pnat tau sy wat suma tuh tp awk langsung x hargai...knp?????sedihla 'ibnuhajar'....sy rayu nie...bnarkanla sy masuk umah awk....huhuhu

    p/s:kter akn jd bengong ble kter xdpt pa yg kter nk kn???huhu,

so,terhasillah entry kali nie..

akibat kebengongan sy...

juga ketensionan

n sewaktu ngnnyer..

sbr jerk la nurdict oi.....

~okay,i'm off~

tiring cum exhausted...

adoyai..bler nk abis nie???tgn sy sudah pnt la....dr siang td dok refresh tp xbole nk tembus2...geram tol!!grr.. knp la wat 'pintu' umah tuh tebal????kan xdgr bler sy dtg umah n ketuk pintu tu..ala...bkn xdak loceng..tp dier nie agk2 pekak kowt..tuh pasal la xdgr...sadisnyerlah idup nurdict rinie...dr td try tembus nk msuk 'umah' si 'ibnuhajar' tp smpai skrg nie la x dpt nk masok nie...kalo p audition akademi pown da bole blik tdo kat umah nie ha..adoyai...so tiring la...nk kate nervous???herm xpyh ckp la...da byk tape da tampal kat sy pnyer jantung nie..stapler pown da wat..kalo gugur ag x tau la....nie suma 'ibnuhajar' la...pnat tol nk tunggu dier bukak 'pintu' umah dier...bkn nk wat pa pown just nk check result jak...da tgok ktorang blah la...huhu...sadis2...sabar jer lah nurdict..hai la mata..jgnla lelap ag..sy blom jumpa 'ibnuhajar' la...bg la sy jmpe dier sat...x lme mne pown sy nk jmpe dier...skjap jerk...bole kan mata????huhuh(bler wayar kat otak da putus,camnie la)

p/s:nurdict,jgn pts asa ya...x lari mne ibnuhajar tuh...ad jerk..p la refreshkan dri tuh dlu sblom refresh 'ibnuhajar' tuh blik,okay???huhu..

btw,fighting!!nurdict bole wat!!refresh jerk pown(ayt penyedap aty)

~okay,i'm off~ 

i'm getting nervous n more nervous day by day

as the title said.i'm getting nervous day by day..i don't know why but i'm totally not in myself!!actually..kalo nk diikutkan,nurdict nie mmg cpat dtg drh gemuruh dier tuh...tp like always..act that she's cool n nothing is going to happen..but the real is,dier nervous tahap puncak tau!!!st x tau how to overcome the situation..but i have to..so,ap kate kalo kter suma nie tgok 1 drama indon...ye la...skang nie pown byk sgt drama indon yg diminati ramai kan...???antaranye..

• kejora dan bintang(yg nie my mom n sibling ska btol!)

• kemilau cinta kamila(ha yg nie i like...huhu)

• sejuta cinta marshanda(xda lyn sgt,tp okeyhla..)

krenyer nie yg da latest tayang kat tv kter la kan??(walopown xdak latest mana aih)ramai gak yg mnat citer nie...nurdict nie just layan jer...mne best tgok la..kalo x..bce novel..tuh jerk la kejenyer...tp kekadang tuh kne tgok debater yg mmg gempak la debate dorang...(4 tournament's preparation)..but still rse gemuruh tuh ttp x bole ilang..just kurang jerk la..krenyer,kalo kter x lpas bnder tuh,slagi tuh la kter nie ttp diburu rase gemuruh..tp 2la..we have to face the reality!!we must have a courage to accept everything in a future kan???kalo kter fail,we must put a lot of effort to improve ourselves better..kalo kter berjaye,jgn plak lpe sape kter kan???kne ucap 

                                                      -->>>ALHAMDULILLAH<<<--

owh,ag 1 la kan..nurdict nk sgt la bli nvl br tau..ad yg br kuar,ad gak yg da lme kuar tp x berkesempatan tuk bli..antarenyer..

• hati bergetar rindu(yg nie br release)

• jodoh atau cinta(dah lme da release,tp still xda dlm koleksi..huhu)

• cinta dari istana(best katenyer,ntah kwn yg suggest..)

• akulah cinderella(sinopsis dier mcm best...)

kalo ikutkan,byk ag..tp stakat nie,itu jerk kowt..haha..okayla..byk sgt merepek bt merapu nie...(but who cares??my blog,ska la nk ltak entry pa..haha)

last but not least 

~african proverb~

"For tomorrow belongs to the people who prepare for it today"

~wayne dyer~

“Stop acting as if life is a rehearsal. Live this day as if it were your last. The past is over and gone. The future is not guaranteed.”

so,be prepared nurdict!!!!don't waste ur time anymore!!!

~okay,i'm off~

precious thing ever..

yeahh we talking about precious thing i ever had..ad ritu sy on9 fb...sy post something la kat wall ngn harapan si dier menge'like' statusku...n harapanku terbalas la kirenyer..dier like status sy...pnyerlah ske...yerlah tndenyer dier suda memaafkn kter la kan???nurdict nie x kesa la kalo si dier xnk kwn ngn nurduct ag tau x...tp dier sudi memaafkan,,,itu lebih bermakna,,nurdict tau...x ramai yg bole trima sapa nurdict yg sbananyer,,,tp xp la ka..as lomg as he forgive me,that's okay..kemaafan dier something yg sgt bermakna pd nurdict...awk,thanks ya!!sy x kesah la kalo kter dpt kwn blik tau x...tp sy btol2 berterima kasih kerna like statusku..maknenyer awk da maafkan sy kan???sgt bermakna!!!
okay,another precious thing i ever had of course my beloved family!!!!smlm,p parade..yerla nk blik kasut tuk my bro nie..then dier blikan nurdict sebuah novel!!!awesome tau

novel yg mmg kuingini,,

yeap..i love to read novel..kat umah nie..ad 1 rak buku..novel nurdict sumanyer...mmg gler thp puncak la tuh,.,,then..ktorang p la mkn mlm,,n my bro tu pown treat our dinner...mmg syiok la...syg sgt kat dier...sbbnyer dier nie sorang yg tpat janjinnyer..kalo dier kate dier akn wat something,or jnji nk bli somnething,dier akn wat..sy sgt ska org yg mcm nie...huhu

last but not least,the success!!!we are not failures!!kter gagal kalo kter berhenti tuk trod bgn n bgon n ubah ourself to be something better in a future,,,tp kalo kter wat something ngn wholeheartedly but still temui titik kegagala..itu bkn gagal tp kter blom capai kejayaan..mgkn DIA mahu uji kesabaran kter..keimanan kter or mgkn kter ad lakukann kesilapan n kter seharusnyer redha,bkn menyalahkn takdir..berusaha utk mencapai kejayaan yg kter admire sgt tuh...suma org pnah gagal...tp jgn sesekali putus asa..kejayaan yg dtg dr kegagalan adalah sesuatu yg sgt indah,,itu lebih bermakna..kter akn sentiasa igt mcm mne sshnyer kter utk mencapai sst target dlm kehidupan kter n akhirnyer kter dpt ap yg kter mahu...

~okay,i'm off~

sharing is caring right??

people said,sharing is caring,.,,i may not good in English..so people,please correct me if i'm wrong..people do mistakes right???therefore,we,as human don't be so stingy for not forgiving other's mistake..people create pen that the ink cannot be erased easily...but people also create a liquid paper to erased the ink..so,if there any mistake,please correct it,,mcm tuh jugak ngn manusia nie...kter,kalo berkongsi ilmu..bknnyer makin berkurang ilmu kter,,malah makin bertambah,,,mane tidaknyer,,,,kter mengajar...sekali gus kter mengingati semula ap yg kter pnah blajar b4 this kan??so..let us share our knowledge to everyone...ag 1,kalo org perlukan bantuan..jgn lokek tuk menghulurkannyer,,,mne tau kter akn dpt gnjrn yg lbh bsr dr ap yg kter da tolong tuh,,,janji niat tuh kne la ikhlas....mgkin kter x dpt dr org yg kter tlg tuh,...tp kter akn dpt dr DIA yg maha Esa,,itu ag barakah kan??ok la...no quote fpr today..just a fruit of my mind that i wanna share in this blog..

• be nice to people yet u'll rewarded..
• all activity u wanna do must followed by correct niat and sincerity,,
• share ur knowledge to everyone..
• jgn kedekut utk hulurkan bantuan..
• bersedia memaafkn dan diamaafkan..

ntahla..kekadang tuh rase mcm kejam..bkn melihat kekejaman org len tp dlm dri kter sndri..sape kter utk kedekut sdgkn suma yg kter miliki hanya pinjaman semata.,,,kemaafan pown sbnanyer bkn milik kter tp kter jge ad hak utk memaafkan bukan???tp sapa kter utk tdk memaafkn kesalahan org len???rasul sndri pown bersedia mengampunkn umatnyer yg mmg la teramat dahsyat salahnyer kat rasul kter..nie kan plak kter yg mmg tentunyer byk dosa yg msh x terampun ag..ilmu??herm,sudahla...org yg x bape nk pintar tuh la org yg xmao nk kongsi ilmu tuh kat org len,...so.jgn kedekut sgt la,,,,lambat laun,suma yg kter miliki akn ilang,,,yg ad cuma amln kter..our good deed,our iman..itu yg pntg..

~okay,i'm off~

the anxiousness of mine...

afraid of what actually???

anxiety actually is part of our life but don't let the it control ur mind,master ur life,yet u'll get nothing!!!all ur effort are nothing!!!useless!!well people said it is vain talk!!tp kan,gemuruh nie perlu gak..bole beri kter petnde bahawasanya kter kne prepare ourself more than we thought!sbb..dgn adenyer preparation yg ckup,kter dpt mengurangkan darah gemuruh kter...ap sbb kter gemuruh eyh???kekadang tuh sampai berpeluh tgn la...terketar sane la terketar sini la,,,as for me la kan...anxiety happen because

• kurangnyer persiapan diri dalam melakukan sesuatu
• kurang keyakinan diri
• takut sgt per org len nk kate
• tkt nk predict per nk jd in future (cause and effect la nie)

knp tetiber nurdict rase nk bercerita pasal anxiety nie eyh??sbbnyer,nurdict akn mndpt result xam ary kamis dpn,.,ag 1,debate,,ya,nurdict masuk debat tp dier still lack of self confident..nk kate nurdict nie pemalu??x gak..sbbnyer,kalo nk wat presentation dpn klas,dier mmg xdak prob..nk berckp ngn org pown dier mcm xdak prob gak tp knp dier ttp tkut??especially nk berdebat nie...uish,,,ketaq kaki la...

okay nurdict ad quote yg bole dikongsi tuk reduce the anxiety tuh,,

"Worrying is like a rocking chair, it gives you something to do, but it gets you nowhere."  ~Glenn Turner~

yup!!kalo kter keep on being anxious in our life without doing something to reduce it or maybe to get rid of it,u'll never go anywhere..

"A day of worry is more exhausting than a day of work."  ~John Lubbock~

so people,here my advice to you..

• prepare urself well b4 u wanna do something..
• ala,,ignore jerk per org nk kate ttg dri kter(wat dunno jerk,says,ad ak kesah??huhu)
• jgn sesekali memandang rndh akn kbolehan kter(kalo kter sndri pndg rndh..org len mgkn ag rndh kowt?)
• bykkn practice kalo kter ase kter krg dlm sst yg kter nk wat..(dbt cthnyer,,,huhu)
• act urself alone ok...jgn dok pikir pasl bnde len..think something fun!!
• focus on what u  aiming for..

ok,last word..kter tkut,gemuruh,bgos,tp jgn bg bnde tuh menguasai pemikiran kter...merane la ...suma bnde x leyh wat..asyik dok riso jerk...remember...

"Worry bankrupts the spirit."  ~Berri Clove~

~okay,i'm off~

i'm sick when i think about it..

susah kan nk buat org happy???tp sng nk wat org skt aty or maybe nk wat org tuh nangis kan???sgt mudah nk bnci kat org tp sgt ssh tuk maafkan org...n that's what i am,,,tried to cheer up his day but useless...i tried to beg his forgiveness but never get his respond..well i am the one who create this problem..so i deserve it..ap tuh org kat..berani buat,berani tanggung la...n sy sdg menanggunggnyer...mmg la x pyh pikir sgt per tuh but bnd nie lah yg slaloo ganggu sy... sy xtau nk wat pa da...well this is my first time experience tau..so i don't know what i have to do...i'll spend my time at my lovely house only about 2 weeks more then i'm going to continue my study..where??well let it be my own secret eyh..(actually that's not a secret at all)..n i'll meet him there..well as i said b4..he's the same society as i am n for sure he's from the same institution as i am..sy sgt lth bler memikirkan ttg per tuh..poor nurdict...relax k...dier tga mara tuh...don't bother him for the time being..but nurdict feel uncomfortable with this kind of situation!!!!as the song that sang by lenka name 

"trouble is a friend" 

Trouble he will find you no matter where you go oh oh

No matter if you're fast no matter if you're slow oh oh

The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn oh oh

You're fine for a while but you start to lose control

He's there in the dark he's there in my heart

He waits in the wings he's gotta play a part

Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mine oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe oh oh

And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow oh oh

He sees what I see and he knows what I know oh oh

So don't forget as you ease on down the road

He's there in the dark he's there in my heart

He waits in the wings he's gotta play a part

Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mine oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm

I won't let him win but I'm a sucker for his charm

Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mine oh oh!

Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel

And how I try to make him leave I try

Oh oh I try!

He's there in the dark he's there in my heart

He waits in the wings he's gotta play a part

Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mine oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm

I won't let him win but I'm a sucker for his charm

Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mine oh oh!

Ooo oh ooo ooo ahh

yeahh,,as the song said..that kind of trouble always hunted me..follow me as the shadow n live with me as part of my life,,i don't know how to let myself free from it..dear friend,again,i beg ur forgiveness,i'm waiting n keep waiting for the time u forgive me..

~okay,i'm off~

a day with him

smlm sy sudah bertanya ramai org...ap kter nk wat kalo org majuk ngn kter...rata2nyer menyatakan kter perlu mengakui kesalahan yg kter wat n try to beg their forgiveness...so i did all such thing n there's no respond from him,,,that's okay nurdict...don't spoil your mood by remembering all that..come on!!enjoy your day..bagai pucuk dicita ulam mendatang,,,x pown bagai mengantuk disorongkan bantal...my beloved bro ajak kuar p jj...so sy ng rela aty pown p la kuar ngn dier,...besh tau..dah la duk tgok wyg cter kembar siang...kami berdua jerk dlm panggung tuh,..adoyai...ini panggung kami yg pnyer...haha...ok..lesson for today...

• don't u ever hurt other people's feeling..yet u'll hurt more..
• don't shy to beg their apology..(be a beggar sometimes ok ma,,,)
• give them time to heal their wound,,
• do not force them to forgive u,let them do their decision

yeah it's hurt,,,so people,don't u ever hurt other feeling eyh...btw..come on!!!let us cheer up the day!!pg2 tuh da kuar da...mmg la shopping complex x buka pg2 kan,,,,tp kami p bank sat nk bka akaun..not for me but for my bro..them taking bus to  our destination...yuhuuu...sy menaiki bas!!!nurdict x besa tau nek bas nie,,,bkn per,dier nk p mane parent dier yg anta...tp rinie kan dier kuar ngn bro dier...so dier ikut jerk la mne bro dier nk p...tp ktorang x p main bowling pown...dier pnat kan....smlm dier kja full time.,..so dier pnat..sok pown dier keje,.rinie dier off.tuh yg dier ajk kuar tuh....so i'm having fun with him...da lame tau sy nk kuar ngn dier nie...nk tgok wyg ngn dier....ok stop talking about it...apepown we having fun spend our time together.,.

today is my beloved friend's birthday...we r in the same shoes in the same boat...no different between us accept for the gender for sure,,,i am glad to have him as a fren...hey boy,happy birthday eyh...knp sy ska sgt kwn ngn dier eyh???sbbnyer..\

• i can bee myself...(no need to Hippocrates)
• we can talk from topic to another without stop..
• he always make my day,,,
• understand me..

that's him!!the one i consider as part of my life..for me,he's my sun...always give me his shine to bright my day..give shine to get rid the gloomy n dark environment..now,i have my star in the night and sun in the day..

"A friend is someone who understand u past,believes in your future and accept u just the way u r.."

tpkan..dier cde mse sy blik u tuh nt...i'm sure i gonna miss him,,hey boy really hope that u've read this but i know u won't..never mind,i want to dedicated this quote to u..

"A part of u has grown in me.And so u see,it's u n me together never apart,maybe in distant but never in heart"

ok..btw,happy birthday to u my deary friend..hope our friendship remain until the last breath of life..n thanks 2 u my beloved brother 4 make my day!!!remember one thing..

"Truly great friends are hard to find,difficult to leave n impossible to forget"

~okay,i'm off~      

ok fine,my drawback..

sometimes people ask me what is ur drawback..then when i answered them.,they never believed it..why??herm i don't know..ok..actually,i'm fear to befriend with people from other gender than me..another thing is i am lacking of self confident...but majority of my friend never believed it..argh...every one has their own weaknesses right???and so am i.. 

ok,i have a friend..well i don't think i gonna mention the name..

dier nie nk kate kwn br x la br sgt,,nk kate lame pown x...tp ska kwn ngn dier nie,,,

obviously a guy kan,,,

yup!!mmg sy afraid nk befriend ngn guy but i have to befriend with them..

n kbykn kwn sy skang nie pown ramainyer guy but only people yg btol2 knal  the real nurdict..

tp x suma la yg btol knal...mksdnyer..

nurdict nie akn berkwn ngn guy yg same club,society,group or maybe same camp as i am..

and so as he,,

he's from the same society as i am,,

nk dijadikan cerita..

nurdict nie tersala type kowt....

yer la,,,

nurdict nie agk kasar skt orgnyer...

so he act as herself la kan,

ok,forget about it,,

then with the word,,,

he's sulking!!

and i don't know how to coax him,,,

mmg fail la kalo masuk bab2 nie...

nsb la x termasuk dlm syllabus exam,,

kalo x..pakat x grad la sy kt u tuh....

nk wat camner nie????

i feel so guilty,,,

totally feel that way..

guilty n guilty...

ok,my fault so serve on me...

if he read this....

       dear valued friend...

please forgive me...yaeh i know i'm wrong coz i write those word that u might think it is harsh 4u,,

so sorry... i never do that again,,,please forgive me..don't tortured my feeling like this dear friend..

know what???ur silent is totally torturing me n now i feel so guilty towards u...

i tried to get rid one of my weakness by befriend with u,,,please dear friend,forgive me...last word from me,saya minta maaf....sy mmg x pandai bab pujok memujok nie...even my brothers pown,mne ad sy pujok..ibu sy jerk yg pakar dlm bab2 nie,,,sy tgok jerk la...btw,jgn igt sy pts asa ya,,,sy akn ttp terus menerus tuk mnx maaf ngn awk,,,,huhu

                             ~okay,i'm off~

addicted to this kind of thing..

ouran high school host club//

btw,dah lame x bercerita kan???da lame gak x tulih sal nurdict nie.

so,nurdict dah abis xam n skang nie mnjadi penganggur terhormat kat rumah dier yg sungguh indah..

jadi,kejer dier skang nie just menonton  anime jerk la...

ouran high school host club...

addicted la plak kat anime tuh///

hey ouran tuh bkn lovey dovey pnyer cter tau/././

full of friendship n yeah have a little bit of love scene...

but it is nice to watch tau...

suitable to all age n gender..

ouran high school host club..

then.bler si nurdict nie da tgok anime ouran..dier ka kat si  haruhi ni or true name dier fujioka haruhi  ->->->

tp kan nurdict nie bkn saje suka kat si haruhi nie..dier gak ska kat mori-senpai or morinozuki takashi..

tp dier nie suka kat suma yg ad dlm host club tuh...suma ad karakter dier masing2...nurdict suka btol tgok cter tuh...serius suka...korang pown kne la tgok...cter nie syiok...sapa2yg ad stress kan...tgok la cter nie...mmg x rugi la/../

saksikan la///

ouran high school host club..