This person#2

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WARAHMATULAH

##Those silly words never disappoint me.##

It was a long time ago since I knew you
As my eyes laid on you for the first time 
My heart keep on beating and all at once I say I like you.

I know we're not meant to be together but I'm grateful to know you.
I know I shouldn't have this feeling for you
'coz you treat me as same as others
I'm sorry for that.


When I was drowning in sadness, 
you never had the intention to cry with me.
When my tears run down on my cheeks,
you never wanted to wipe them away.
All you did was remain silent and listen to what I wanted to tell you.
Those silly words do make me smile again and ease my heart for a second.
You're a great friend I ever met.
Thank you (=


It was a long time ago since I knew you
As I wish our story was the same as Heartstring film (Just a wish not a hope)
I'm lucky to have you as one of my friends today and hope that our friendship will last until Jannah.


Dear you,
You are spectacular that will make me fall for you over again. Stop doing that okay ;)
Thanks for always lending me your ears and heard every single word out from my mouth without whining or complaining. You're awesome and you have to know it! Your silly words ease my heart. Thank you for everything and I hope I can always be your friend forever and being the one that you can rely on when you in need the most.

~Forget about those dumb feeling toward you. It's a long time story.
~You are my friend now and forever. I hope this will last until Jannah.
~Your stupid advice can move one's heart, including me! thanks (=

P/s: Phewww, at last, I manage to publish this entry. Well, it's a long time story.

Ramadhan Kareem friends! (=

~okay, i'm off~

K.I.T.A

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WARAHMATULLAH

##Mungkin suatu hari kita tidak akan bersua kembali namun satu harapanku, hubungan ini akan kekal untuk selamanya, berkekalan hingga syurga.##

Balik rumah, cuti2, goyang tangan, gerak kaki, main mata. Hah nampak sangat xde kejenye. Bangun pagi, gosok gigi, basuh muka, amik wudhu' solat sunat dhuha. Itu mmg dah jadi rutin harian tu. Lepas bermalas malasan kat ruang tamu, melayan korea yg membuatkan diri hampir gila, perut mcm nk terburai asyik gelak jer, tiba tengahari lpas solat zohor, mengemop lantai lah, tgok mara clara la, tgok 49 days.Tapi sebelum masuk zohor tu, lunch tu mmg dah sedia, baju mmg dah siap sidai. Masak seringkas mungkin, sbb? xde sapa nk makan, rumah ini penghuninya 3 org, kakak sulung yg comel, ibu yang cantik dan adik bongsu yg cute. Ayah? merantau p cameron, adik? belajar di serata semenanjung. Heh, hiperbola la pulak, adeyh =.=' Itulah hari hari perjalanan hidup ak sepanjang cuti.. tp xpe, adik ad tawarkan keje puasa nanti. mmg la pnat tp dari asyik buat bnda yg kurang mendatangkan manfaat tu pun x guna jugak.. Bacalah quran? ohh itu mesti, satu perkara yg wajib untuk ak lakukan. Tekad ak kali ini, ak nak katam skrg krgnye sekali dlm bulan Ramadhan ni. Harap tercapailah, jangan pakai cakp je kan tina. huhu

K.I.T.A
Duduk saje2 makan kuaci hadap tv, tetibe pop! word kita tu terlintas keluar, tgn tu mula lah nk mereka apa yang sesuai. Konon kreatif sgtlah tu? haih. tp kan word kita tu sgt best! why?

• Melambangkan perhubungan yang kukuh.
• Satu perkataan yang tiada titik noktah dipengakhiran.
• Sebab best lah! hahaa

Ok, sebenarnya, mmg ad makna lain kita tu, memandangkan kami nie jenis yg satu kepala tp mempunyai pelbagai personaliti. Ak asa macam kami nie saling melengkapi antara satu sama lain. Mungkin masing2 ad teman rapat masing2, ak pun macam tu jugak tp bila kami kumpul sama2, banyak betui cter yang kuar, kepoh sekampung dan ak? ak suka berada dalam suasana itu. ok, ak dah mula merindui mereka sangat!
K.I.T.A ini terdiri drpd kayy, ika, tina, n adibah.. heee. adibah tu zqah sebenarnya tp dalam word kita tu mana ada huruf z! tp nama dia haziqah adibah kan.. so ak ltak la adibah kat belakang tu, xpe kan zqah? hehe

K-->> kayy
Dia nie tersangat annoying ok. sangat! tp yang bestnye dia nie (bagi aklah).. sorang pendengar yg setia. Memanglah kalau bercerita dgn dia nampak macam dia x serius n dengar x dengar jer tp dia mendengar! so, ckp je ngan dia kalau rasa nk luah rasa hati ke, apa ke. Mungkin dia nie mcm x pandai nk bagi cdgn bernas tp ayat mengarut dia tu kalau digunakan, berkesan jugak tau. Oh yer, kalau ad yang x puas hati kat dia, just name it ok, dia ok2 sajorh sbb dia bukan jnis yg cepat melenting kalau org xpuas hati kat dia nie, lbh2 pd mereka yg ckp trs trg kat dia. (I think lah)


I-->> ika
Kak long ak ! haha, ok, mmg la ak ni sulung tp dia kak long ak, knp? ad lah, saja.. best jugak ada kak long nie. hahaa.. Dialah yang paling jauh antara kami ni, sarawak tu.. sekali bukak bahasa dia, ternganga sekejaplah cuma x sempat la si lalat tu nak masuk.. hheee..  Dia sangat2 protect kwn dia. Sorang kawan yg best! kalau dia rasa x suka, mmg dia x suka, jgn lah paksa2. Kalau nk jugak, sila dgr ceramah dia. hehe.. Ak suka jugak bercerita dgn dia n kekadang tu kalau ad bnda baru jer, mmg dialah yg ak cari.. sebab ak akan dgr dia menjerit n itu yg best! haha


T-->> tina
Heh, itu aklah! xpayah nk cerita sangat lah.. ouh yer sekejap,  ak nie bukan jenis yang peramah sangat walaupun org ckp ak mcm tu. Mereka ckp ak nie kalau boleh smua org ak nk tego kan.. yer ker? baru tahu nih!hehe, Bila ak ckp ak kurang keyakinan diri, org akan mula buat muka n ckp, sudahla tu tina, muka confident jer. Ak pulak? eyh? mcm tu ke.. tp parents ak x nampak pun, sigh =.='


A-->> adibah a.k.a zqah
To be honest, ak baru je knal rapat ngan dia masa ak ad program debat time short sem. Time tu merupakan sem terakhir kayy. So kami semua join progam tu. Mmg ak rindu time tu, serius x tipu. Masa dah dtg gombak, hbgn ak ngan dia makin rapat n saling bertukar cter. Dia byk jugak tau cter ak selain ika. Cter terbaru pun dia tau. Mungkin dia sentiasa sibuk ngan aktiviti dia sana sini tp dia akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk meluangkan masa untuk kwn2 dia, terutamanaya kami kut? hehehe

Hah, inilah makna kita dari sudut pandang ak. Bila ak nampak word nie, terdengar or tercakap ker, secara automatiknya, ak akn teringat mereka bertiga nie. Memang la x selalu nk bersama sama tp kami akn cuba untuk meluangkan masa untuk bersama. Ak tahu, masing2 ad tman rapat mereka sendiri, ak pun mcm tu jugak, tp memori yang kami lalui dari dulu sampai skrg seolah olah merapatkan kami. Jatuh bangun kami bersama mmg satu pengalaman yang sgt ssh nk dpt. Mungkin jugak ini semua hanya omongan dari ak je, yang lain tu punya pemikiran yang berbeza, tp ini yang ak rasa bila sebut nama2 itu.

~Just hope that this relationship will last until Jannah.
~Okay, this is embarrassing but I miss u guy n babes. (I rarely say that ok)

P/s: Something bad will happen to my family n I hope that worst thing will never happen. Please pray for our safety ok. 

Welcome Ramadhan! I can't wait to meet you!

~okay,i'm off~

Affirmation

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WARAHMATULLAH

##I won't return and change everything in my past. My decision, my life.##

People will say:

" If I have a time machine, I'll return and change all my wrongdoings and the situation will be fine in future."

But I say:

"I won't create a time machine if I have an ability to invent it because I won't learn any lesson about my past and keep on repeating the same mistakes in future. Nothing is going to be fine after all."

This is me and I won't return to the time I made that decision. I know that decision may change my life in future and yeahh, it's happen today. I have to bear it, endure it no matter what.

It's hurt and I have to face it.

This is not about the emptiness of losing somebody in my life but it's about me who too far away from my Creator. I'm sure about it, no doubt I guess.

You are no longer my inspiration, sorry.

Please!! don't make me think that you are somebody that I used to know because You are the best person I knew.

I'll run, Ill fly as far as I can.

I won't ask your help anymore,

sorry if I am too burdensome.

I'll stand, I'll face those people confidently.

I won't seek any encouragement from you anymore.

Wanna step out? I'll be fine with it.

This is me, my decision my life.

I won't use any service from that crappy time machine (if exist) to change my past. I know this will affect my life forever. Our old sweet time together will never be the same and current situation? Ohhh, I hope it's not that sour but maybe you may taste the bitterness.

Thanks, I learnt the lesson now.

Dear you,

You are now my teacher. Why? because you taught me about how  sweet the life is but yet, it's bitter and so difficult for me to swallow it. Oh, another one more important thing that you have to know, thank you for showing me the real you.  

See? I don't have to use the time machine, isn't it? I'll know the truth sooner or later.

~This is an affirmation of my situation and I'm affirm about it!

~Sometimes, we do need to sacrifice something valuable in life in order to have a better future.

~Those memory will always bear in my mind and melted sweetly in my heart.

P/s: Maybe I'm in wrong side. I'm wrong in judging that person, sorry.

Oh, I won't see my laptop for this time moment and I'll miss my drama!

~okay,i'm off~

This person #1

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WARAHMATULLAH

## I know how it feel if I were in your shoes. ##

It's hurt. It's painful but do give a wonderful feeling whenever I think about it. It's a sort of appreciation. Thanks for giving me the chance to feel it. 


You are my precious. You have to know it.
You are the reason why I can stand up on my own feet and express my thought in front of those people.
You do raise me up to face all the challenges, bear with all the difficulties.
No word can describe how special you are to me.

The moment when I with you was the best moment I ever had in my life. No doubt about it.
Thanks for colouring my days. Create a beautiful rainbow for me to smile.


It's hurt. It's painful but it can make me smile for a second. Those things make my day, lift up my mood.

Thanks for always there for me when I'm in need.


You are my inventor. You have to bear with it.
You turn me from nothing to something. 


Dear you,
Thanks for always look after me for all this while. I appreciate that, seriously!
Standing beside me and keep on encouraging me to do something that I may not be able think that I manage to do it. I'm in loss, I know but for this time moment, this is the best way for me to figure it out. Sorry for everything I ever done to you and thank you for all good deed you did to me.


~Short entry I think. Dedicated to that person I guess. 
~Sorry but I'm glad u came (=
~As if I were in your shoes, I'll feel what you felt.

P/s: Everything is going to be fine. 

Hope this becoming Ramadhan can be a platform for me to improve myself to be a better person in future coz practice make perfect (=

~okay,i'm off~