Dark side

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WARAHMATULLAH

##Each and everyone has their own dark side.##

I'm no good as everybody see,

I'm not beauty like miss universe or even the models

but hey! I'm beautiful just the way I am.

People tend to judge others by seeing their outer appearance before they know who the person really is. Well, it's true that first appearance is always matter. Please! don't judge me by my appearance before U know me first. Ohhh..I don't wish U to spend ur precious moment just to know mine. It's okay if U don't talk bad stuff behind my back. can ah? Beautiful? heh, everyone is beautiful what.. it's not the only U that have that kind of beauty. Praise to Allah that U have that speciality (=

I've shown U my silly life,

I welcome U to enter my dumb world

but the question is, will U come, join and stay with me?

I'm not a girl who live in the perfect world. I'm not a perfect person too! I tend to make mistakes. I used to act like a fool whenever I'm not in a good mood. I might embarrass people around me if people do something that annoyed me much! I'm not an expert to hide my emotion if it ruined by someone or something. I'm sorry. That's all I can say 'coz I don't have any other words to put in one sentence to make U feel great again. Errrmm, I told U several thing about me. Will U stay by my side as a friend? Never leave me    when I'm in need? Ready to accept me for who I am?

I am me,

living in my own world.

I hardly let stranger to step into it.

I am me,

an arrogant face-looking

especially when I walk alone and not in smiling face.

Hardly to approach a stranger first.

My dark side, my drawbacks.. will u accept all that? To be honest, I easily to make friends but surprise surprise I easily to lose them too. Why? erm, I"m too boring I guess. I don't mind if U no longer my friend but frankly said, I'll feel sad whenever think about it. Sorry if I offended ur feeling. I should be more alert about it. To those who still stay with me, thanks a lot! I do appreciate each one of U. Thanks for accepting me and my dark side. 

~My dark side.. can U love me? will U love mine?

~Forgiveness, that's all I need.

~I have to take my revenge. Fighting!

~Too much mistakes here? correct me then (= 

P/s: Something happen and I'll cry whenever think about it.

~okay,i'm off~

september wish

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WARAHMATULLAH

##err err err why wish not hope?##

Online twitter scroll TL. Banyak betul org #tag September wish nie. Ohh! it's September! I wish I will be bla bla bla.... I wish itu, I wish ini, knp wish bukan hope eh? wish tu bukan hoping for something that maybe not be happen in our life ke? kalau hope pulak mcm satu usaha untuk mendapat apa yang diidamkan.. ohhh another one more thing. Mmg kalau masuk bulan baru akan ada wish yang baru yer? maknenye tiap2 bulan la ada wish baru, harapan baru n azam baru mungkin? bukanlah mengharap pada tahun baru semata kan?

Sedar atau tidak, cuti ak sekarang nie tinggal seminggu jer lagi sebelum menjejakkan kaki dekat tempat pengajian. Banyak benda baru ak belajar sepanjang percutianku ini. Ak pun x simpan rasa dah,hanya mampu berdoa dan berserah. Ak kembali rasa mcm mana rasanya cuti lama2. Hai universiti tersayang!kita akan bertemu kembali n ak akan balas dendam! 

Ini entry pendek sebabnya? idea terbang beterbangan. Cuma satu je nk bgi tahu. Hidup manusia tu betul2 seperti sebuah roda yang bergerak. Alasan? kalau dulunya ak sering dicemuh dgn ketidakligaan otak dan kepandaian, tp sekarang nie, semua org seolah olah memerlukan ak. Ak tahu ak x perlu menyimpan dendam atas apa yang org pernah buat kat ak tp ak pun manusia cumanya ak berusaha utk tidak berlaku kejam pada mereka. Pengakhiran cerita, semua melakukan kesilapan dan org yg paling kuat adalah org yg tahan marah n sentiasa memaafkan org. *I try to be that kind of person.

~Hai semua, ak x marah n x simpan apa pun, itu perkara lama n ak ikhlas tolong kamu semua pada hari nie. 

~Utk seseorang di twitter, ak hairan tersangat hairan,ikut burung biru,tegur pada awal perkenalan tp skrg terus tinggal?penat mention. ohh mugkin kamu x perasan, banyak followers lah katekan. 

~September wish ak? I want to take my revenge! (see?it's not wish or hope, it's a word want). Ohh, don't worry, it's not dangerous at all.

P/s: Ak akan menjadi seorang neng a.k.a bibik for a week!

I'll update the story on next entry.

~okay,i'm off~