i'm sick when i think about it..

susah kan nk buat org happy???tp sng nk wat org skt aty or maybe nk wat org tuh nangis kan???sgt mudah nk bnci kat org tp sgt ssh tuk maafkan org...n that's what i am,,,tried to cheer up his day but useless...i tried to beg his forgiveness but never get his respond..well i am the one who create this problem..so i deserve it..ap tuh org kat..berani buat,berani tanggung la...n sy sdg menanggunggnyer...mmg la x pyh pikir sgt per tuh but bnd nie lah yg slaloo ganggu sy... sy xtau nk wat pa da...well this is my first time experience tau..so i don't know what i have to do...i'll spend my time at my lovely house only about 2 weeks more then i'm going to continue my study..where??well let it be my own secret eyh..(actually that's not a secret at all)..n i'll meet him there..well as i said b4..he's the same society as i am n for sure he's from the same institution as i am..sy sgt lth bler memikirkan ttg per tuh..poor nurdict...relax k...dier tga mara tuh...don't bother him for the time being..but nurdict feel uncomfortable with this kind of situation!!!!as the song that sang by lenka name 

"trouble is a friend" 

Trouble he will find you no matter where you go oh oh

No matter if you're fast no matter if you're slow oh oh

The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn oh oh

You're fine for a while but you start to lose control

He's there in the dark he's there in my heart

He waits in the wings he's gotta play a part

Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mine oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe oh oh

And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow oh oh

He sees what I see and he knows what I know oh oh

So don't forget as you ease on down the road

He's there in the dark he's there in my heart

He waits in the wings he's gotta play a part

Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mine oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm

I won't let him win but I'm a sucker for his charm

Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mine oh oh!

Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel

And how I try to make him leave I try

Oh oh I try!

He's there in the dark he's there in my heart

He waits in the wings he's gotta play a part

Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mine oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm

I won't let him win but I'm a sucker for his charm

Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mine oh oh!

Ooo oh ooo ooo ahh

yeahh,,as the song said..that kind of trouble always hunted me..follow me as the shadow n live with me as part of my life,,i don't know how to let myself free from it..dear friend,again,i beg ur forgiveness,i'm waiting n keep waiting for the time u forgive me..

~okay,i'm off~