Heart, are you okay ? u don't look okay to me ..

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah..

hi u all ! ap kabar rinie ? i hope all of are still in the good condition and live happily with your beloved..

dah lama btol ak x conteng n mengarut dlm blog nie ...

let's begin the story ..

sok nie ak ad 2 kuiz n guess what .. i'm not studying anything ! huish !

next, i'll have my final examination next week and today is the last day for me to write .. heheh...

finally,i want to tell all of u that my heart is not going to be okay today ..

phew..i tell all of it already ...

but, i'll flashback all the meaningful events i ever had ...

about quiz and final exam,let it be  because today,i'm not going to tell u about it. i want to mention to all of u about my heart. it's hurt okay ! i feel weird today .. sorry to say but i really do ..

i know someone will read this post but sorry guys,i can't tell it ...i don't have courage to tell it .. sorry guys ..

ak x p 1 event nie,ak mmg nk sgt p event tuh,tp syg,ak ad function lain,ak x bole elak utk tidak hadir dalam function tuh,kalau tidak,masa dpan ak hancur ! so ak kne wat final decision samada ak perlu attend event tuh atau function tersebut ..

semua org wat keputusan utk hadir dalam event tuh,yer ! ak tau x suma org hadir sbb ad hal masing2 tp sayang,mereka yg x hadir tuh bukan sebumbung ngan ak ....

dalam bumbung nie,hanya ak ja yg x hadir dalam event tuh n ak ase pelik ...

kawan lain yg sebumbung ngan ak semua hadir dalam event tuh,then bla dorang balik,semua bercerita bnd yg sama,well bnd mmg normal n sepatutnya jd mcm tuh but ak ase mcm terpinggir utk seketika ...

ala mgkn sok lusa ak akn ok tp bukan rinie ....

i want to cry tau saat nie but i can't !

sorry guys kalau ak wat korang terasa ...tp ak btol2 x sedap atie...

ak tau mereka suma try to comfort my heart but i....

P/s: dunno what to say,just cry ,sorry korang ..

~okay,i'm off~